08 September 2010

kepercayaan

what will you do or act if someone really trust you?? and plan to train you to be as good as it should be??

well for me...trust means-->

"itu satu batu besar sudah taruk dalam lu punya kepala kasi jaga baek2...kalu lu jaga baek2 batu itu akan tukar jadi emas tapi kalu tak baek itu batu kasi hempap lu punya kepala la..."

hmm...its hard when someone already trust you so well...

good side--> people will always trust you and depending on you so well

bad side--> if we broke the trust...or cannot handle it in a good way...then you dead

first of all thousand and millions thanks for my boss cause he trust me to do all the jobs that he gave to me...well im not the 'kaki ampu' but alhamdulillah so far everything that I ask for the sake of all the people in the office he will tunaikan...

and almost everyday he will lecture me how to do this...what to do next...want to train me to do this...and Im feeling really good since he once puji that Im a fast learner...willing to do everything instead of do the drawing...do the site inspection...learning how to do the interior design including the furniture detail...well some of the staff said that "kenapa rajin sangat...dok office wat design sudah," actually Im not the person that 'so rajin gile babs' but the reason I do all the jobs because I want to learn a reality things and doing design all the time make my brains stuck and some times the design doesn't work because got some problem on the site

and yesterday on the way go and back from the site...he had mention something that almost shock me...

"you masih muda right...well macam kak N dulu kawin muda so skang die da tak bleh nak commit sangat ngan keje since she had a family...U kan from KL selangor so mesti U lagi suke keje dulu kan..."
--> he will not mention this topic just for borak2 right...adakah bermaksud "u better jangan kawin lagi sekarang sebab banyak lagi yang u perlu belajar"????

"I want to train U jadi designer...like your 1st project from head to toe tu... if da terbina esok orang akan kenal U sebab bangunan tu..."
--> heh...baru je terpikir nak jadi project architect je nanti sebab nak muntah wat drawing hari2

"kalo boleh I nak U stay lame sket keje kat office ni...if posibbles tak payah la cari keje kat tempat laen tapi nanti if you nak sambung belajar takkan I nak halang kan..."
-->hah...memang kena sain contract sampai mati la keje kat office ni...

hmmm...aku takut kalo tak dapat tunaikan harapan bos yang begitu tinggi tu sebab once aku broke the trust nanti takut bos da tak caye kat aku da....