determined a.k.a. NEKAD !!

now its time to turn into a new leaf again

open new book...open my eyes...heart...and looking for a new perspective in life...

1. my world have been upside down this few weeks...aku dengan beraninya telah berjaya meluahkan isi hati yang terpendam sekian lama terbuku...beku...kepada empunya cerita itu and then i'd decide to try new things in my life...aku tak menyesal but then felt REALLY2 BAD...cause after all the things happen aku tibe2 rase...aku tak sepatutnya meluahkan pon...kenapa selepas semuanya terbongkar aku sendiri yang dah hilang rasa suka...sayang...sumpah aku tak tahu kenapa...aku memberi harapan dan aku sendiri yang buang harapan tu tanpa perlu disambut dengan baek atau tidak...dammit...

2. i've decide to try this new job offer...tak mau kecoh2...just pray for my luck lah ..=)

3. if plan no.2 tak menjadi...then i'll do more risky things in my life...quit my job and lari teros dari architecture world then do new things...start from a-z ... hidup kena ade cabaran baru seronok kan~~

2 days after being 24...

what do i learned after being 23 & now on track of being 24 :

1. please be MATURED...in term of mentally

2. grab a good opportunity as many as i can in a smart way...( i do need MORE MONEY to pay my car insurance & my road tax lorr~~)

3. no more la nina or hurricane in the office ( cause by me la...) be cool person & talk in a proper voice ( because people always thought me marah2 because of my high pitch voice )

4. be more friendly (with guys) & be friends to many2 of 'them' (amek ko bahase pasar aku tulis) i want to be THE CHOSEN ONE...not i'm the one who choose...

5. be a good daughter...good sister...the one who willing too help my family if they are in trouble...

actually banyak lagi nak tulis...cukup la 5 dulu...terima kasih kepada semua yang masih menghargai saye dan masih sudi berkawan dengan saye sampai sekarang...sayang korang semua~~

the saddest part of being ME

I'm a happy-go-lucky person..yes I am...

but sometimes u'll hate to see me angry...

cuz i'll be the most ugly creature u'll ever seen...

I do have A LOT OF FRIENDS...

yess...every where and thanks too all of them cuz wanna be with me...

i do also have a male friends...

and some of them will like me...

to be more than friends...

to be more like buddies...

but then...

when it comes to my love life...

nothing are interesting...

i do admit that i was a bad girl...

love to play around...touch some guys heart...

be the heart breaker...

yes..now please do believe in karma...

what comes around will comes around...

now its time for me...

to be punish...

for me...

true love never exist...

cerita hari ini...

pagi tadi pukul 10.30 gerak dari kuantan ke KL...
konvoi ngan kakak rumah tu..die bawak myvi nak ke petaling jaya..aku bawak viva nak ke rawang...
ntah macamane leh terserempak ngan buaya kat lebuhraya pantai timur...
buaya da mati tergolek...sepanjang sebuah kereta saga...
hairan jugak sebab takde sungai or kawasan berair...

then...

lepas je tol gombak aku ngan akak tu bawak haluan memasing...
akak tu amek kiri ...simpang ke ampang...
aku straight je sampai nak ke bulatan batu caves...
tibe2 ade 1 kete saga (kot~ if not mistaken la sebab da tengah gelabah)...
dari seblah kanan....bawak laju gile...pastu leh nak ke kiri...
aku ni nak straight je sebab nak ke bulatan batu caves...
die bleh himpit kete aku pastu termasuk susur ke kuala lumpur pulak...
abes kete aku...kete die?? mampos aku takmo amek tau...
pintu seblah driver susah nak bukak (bleh tapi kecik je)... depan kemek sket...
skali tengok memang la takde effect apape tapi masalah pintu susah nak bukak...
bodo nye kete...nyusah kan aku...
da la aku tak tau jalan area KL...tak pepasal aku gi masuk highway tol persimpangan duta...pusing ke rawang ( bapak jauh oke)...
aku ni drive la sensorang menangis dalam kete...
kecewa ngan pemandu tadi...memang ar ko brenti lepas tu tapi jauh gile...
smoge ko plak kene himpit ngan treler or lori balak plak pasni...