gothic to hip hop...how come??

one of my ex boifren friend suddently ask me...

" ko dulu bukan gothic ke...apsal skang da laen??"

---> padahal aku x pernah 'berkawan' sangat pon ngan mamat neyh...tapi die notice la yang dulu aku agak horror ngan zaman ke gothickan aku...hmm...suddenly lagu neyh bermaen-maen dalam kepala aku....

FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES--SHORT STORIES WITH TRAGIC ENDINGS

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give.

(Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking...choking)

I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.

I can give you death with the look upon my face.

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no good bye.

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily,
you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you.Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
Mourn, wish the end
Mourn, wish the end
Mourn, wish the end

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have...
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down...come down...
I cherish you...I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me...
just say you would do the same for me..
.just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same,
for meFor as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.

lagu ni pon bukan la bergenre gothic pon...tapi aku suke dengar...orang-orang yang bertanggungjawab memperkenalkan lagu ni kat aku adelah Alia & Ayu...diorang bagi aku dengar lagu ni sebab aku tengah down sensangat pasal ade perkara bodoh menimpa aku...apsal lagu ni??..sebab ade meaning yang ter sendiri---->

~lagu ni berkisarkan tentang people you love with all your heart making tragic mistakes over and over again

~about being hurt by the person that you loved some much and it is hard for "you" to be able to move on and never love someone again

~about not being able to forgive/forget someone whom you loved that hurt you in the most miserable way possible

well ...some meanings are truly ken mengena dengan diri aku...