negative thought from my mind

"something in here's not right today"
"I don't know what stress me first'"
"point out all my mistake to me!"
"I feel the light betray me"
"I cannot take this anymore!"
"forgot all about yesterday"
"a little taste of hypocrisy all over me"
"now I'm trapped in this stupid conspirasy"
"my life, my pride is broken into pieces"
"fear is how i fall"
"I can't hold on when i'm stretched so thin"
"I can't rely on myself sometimes"
"I'll be buried in the silence of the answer"
"I'm so afraid if I'm out of touch"
"I can't seem to convince myself why?"
"I tried so hard, make me so sick of the tension"
"I want to be in another place, please let me outta here!"
"I closed my eyes, try to forget, then the eyes ease open, and it's dark again"
"the darkness holding me tightly, can someone help me out?"
"everything fall apart, everything has to end"
"the sacrifice is never knowing"
"why I played myself this way?"
"if I try to catch them, Ill be out of run"
"I'm killed by the questions like a cancer"
"in the end, it does'nt even matter"


here are some negative thought from my mind when I'm feeling so down...

actually I found all these from my old diary...when Im in secondary school..huhu
nah....feeling down?...right now?..... [yes!]
why?
ntah la....kadang-kadang...bile kite buat baek ngan orang...jaga perasaan orang
pernah ke orang tu reply menda yang same kat kite?
orang saket kan hati kite ade la
diorang sedar ke...I guess no.....
bak kate pepatah...'susu di balas tuba'
hu~~
terlalu menjaga hati dan perasaan orang...sampai hati sendiri tak terjaga....malah di sakiti pulak oleh orang yang kite jage hati die tu....saket kan?...